Going Back Hometown!!!

Salam buat sume. so tonight i will go back to my hometown at negeri sembilan. almost 2 month didnt go back home since last chinese new year i have to work. last time i go back was on my cousin wedding. today also got many people take leave and already go back hometown. just wanna wish happy holiday and enjoy ur weekend. next time u see me update this blog should be next week, after get back from hometown. not much to say oso, so see ya next time. ja-ne~

Selembar Doa Buat Teman!!

Salam buat sume. this post will be decicated for my best friend, which is now fighting over cancer. mula2 jumpa dengan incik naiem ni, masa 2nd year kat UTM. actually hes taking a medical leave for a year then came back continuing hes studying with our batch, so kalo nak ikutkan dia ni senior kami lah. we never knoe that he got cancer back then, what i knoe is that something wrong with hes heart and he got surgery and all that. and just recently, a friend told me that hes cancer came back.

incik naiem sgt suka berkaraoke and membaca surat kabo. he is 1 of the informative person i ever met. suka sgt baca and tgk berita, kalo dulu dialah sumber utama kami untuk membaca surat kabo sbb dia je yg rajin beli. after start knowing him, i always drag him all over wherever i wanna go somewhere or to do anything, always drag him around, since he like to do things alone and i hate do things alone, so i drag him with me. still remember when i teach him how to play my fav online game so that he can accompany me playing at cc in tmn U. we play until 1-2 am then go back to collage. with him also, we go to watch concert Mawi since he such a big fan of Mawi and Siti Nurhaliza. when go karaoke with him, he always pick such an old song until that we others cant say along with him becourse dunno how to sang it. he used to hear Era but now he is HotFM fans. he is one person that so generous, even buy stocking for me becourse i din bring money with me. he is the one that help me alot when i first came to penang, the only person i knoe in penang at that time. go with him for interview in motorola, but since he such a gelabah person, he din get the job. he always be my victim to accompany me when my housemate and friends here go dating and im all alone, i will call him and ask him to came over. hehe, dunno if he such a lucky or unlucky guy to get a friend like me.

got such alot of memory with him. what can i do here, is make the people that dunno him, knoe him and the people knoe him, remember him. so i beg for u guys, tolong kirimkan sebingkis doa buat dia, agar diberikan kekuatan dan ketabahan untuk menghadapi ujian Allah ini. He wins once, but then the cancer came again with more strength, so its our job to lend him our strength.

Saudara Muhammad Naiem Bin Ishak

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan Kami, Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih Lagi Penyayang, Kau Berikanlah Kekuatan dan Ketabahan, Buat Sahabat Kami Ini, Semoga Beliau Redha Dengan Ujian Mu Ini Ya Allah, Kau Ringankanlah Dugaan Terhadapnya Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya Kau lah Pemberi Penyakit, Dan Engkaulah Yang Menyembuhkannya, Ameen...

Another Photo Shooting!!!

Salam buat sume. last saturday, me and heantee having our 2nd session of photo shooting. this time we got help from 3 beautiful ladies who willing to give us a hand by being our model. thanks for their help, we able to snap some very beautiful picture. hean tee come to my house around 7.20, then we heading to the gurls house to pick them up. then we go strait to our destination. we stop by at McD for breakfast since i already promise them to buy them a breakfast for do us a favor. then we start our photo shooting around 9.30 i think. after taking some nice picture at Bt. Ferringghi we go to Bkt Bendera to continue taking picture, but since it rain we just go back home. thanks again to them and maybe next time we will go to keracut for the next photo session. seem like the model addicted already, hahaha. below is some picture that i can share with u guys here. more picture here and here.

Demam ka??

Salam buat sume. dari bangun pg tadi dah sakit pale. ingt tkmo pi keje tapi pi jugak sbb banyak keje kat ofc. last2 tak tahan sbb rasa mcm nak demam plak so i apply halfday for today. ni mesti gara2 kena ujan semalam. so satgi kita mau balik umah n tidooo. huhuhu, slamat bekerja buat rakan2 yg lain. waaaa keje banyak lagi, dah lah behind plan. cmne nak catchup balik nih. now in penang cuaca amat tak menentu. sat panas bangat, sat hujan lebat sangat. oklah, cya around.

Photo Shooting!!!

Salam buat sume. wah wah wah, skrg ni tgh dlm fasa tension n poning pale. now terlibat ngan 4 projek yg sumenya kena siapkan dlm tempoh yg amat singkat. tak taulah apsal famous sgt, tapi manjang nama saya jek yg naik. so now tgh kejar masa , sbb kalo tak nnt ada pulak assignment utk certain projek yg tak sempat nak siap. oleh kerna tension ngan kerja, last weekend followed say heng and hean tee pi botanikal garden to snap some picture. hean tee came to my house to pick me around 6.30 am, then we go to say heng house and reach at 7 am. then we go to botanikal garden. rupanya pagi tu astro ada buat fun run utk kekanak kat youth park, so jalan nak pi sana tu amatlah jem. n smp kat botanikal garden dlm 7.30 then we start our walk while taking picture. hujung minggu ni rancang nak pi tempat lain plak. last week nyer tema ialah landscape so this week shoud be potrait. so now tgh recruit model-model nya utk this weekend photo shooting session. plan asal nak pi men paintball nampak gayanya kena tangguhkan dulu sbb ramai yg ada hal ujung minggu ni, so maybe postphone on april. so kat sini kita taruk some of the pic that i snap on last weekend. enjoy your day...

Blackout!!!

salam buat sume. waa panasnya ofc arini. my ofc been blackout since an hour ago. magic jugak nih, tak pernah2 blackout hari ni blackout. but with backup power there is network connection and my laptop left about 20 minute life. hehe, memasing sume dah bising kat bos kasi balik. tak taulah area mana je yg blackout tapi ada yg kata kat RnD site ni saje, kilang2 lain kat sini ok je. tapi tak taulah kan. hehe tu je nak kabo. tak lama lagi abis ah bateri laptop ni. rasanya kalo tak up lagi power tak lama lagi sume cabut lah tu. ok jumpa lagi len kali.

24 Safar!!!

Salam buat sume. hari ni genap umur saya 24 tahun mengikut perkiraan tahun islam. woah cepatnya masa berlalu. kalo ikut tahun masihi baru jek masuk 23 tahun 3 bulan. hehe, umur makin tua, tapi banyak benda tak capai lagi. ini bermakna planning nak kawin on 25 dan tinggal 1 year time. mcm tak sempat jek, uhuhu. anyway bila dah semakin tua nih, semoga menjadi insan yg lebih baik. juga dapat mencapai semua azam yg telah dibuat pada tahun ini.

Now kite nak cite skit pasal trip ke UM smlm, huhu. its been very long day yesterday. been driving from penang to kl and go back to penang. bertolak dr penang jam 5am. pi amik aida kat umah dia, n siap kena tahan ngan pak guard tak bg kami masuk. so aida kena jalan pi kat pintu gate tu. then we strait heading to kl. benti kat bukit gantang untuk solat subuh n sarapan. dlm kul 7. 20 kami teruskan perjalanan. then benti kat tapah isi minyak then trus ke kl. smp kat kl dlm kul 10 lebih n co-pilot cik qais plak tak igt jalan. kami berpusing-pusing kat tgh kl tu mencari jalan ke UM and atlast jumpa jugak. kami arrived at UM dlm kul 11. cik qais masuk dulu for interview then me then aida. cant say its a very good 1 lah but the interview just when ok. its been a nightmare for some of us. so after the @#$%@ interview we go for lunch also at UM. fadly came there to pass laptop to Qais. then around 1.30pm we heading back to penang. stop by at tapah for solat n rest. then hujan turun and we continue our trip on 4pm. huhu, almost accident and hit a bus when emergency break and with the wet tyre kos its still raining. lucky nothing bad happen and qais was still sleeping quitely and doesnt notice anything when it happen. we arrived at penang around 7. woah very very tired, and was planning to take a leave today, but since got so many things to do at ofc so i came to work.

hehe, thats all for today. see ya next time.

Interview!!!

Salam buat sume.. woah lama betul dah tak update blog nih. seperti cik aida dgn entry nyer yg M*l*s, kiter pon m*l*s jugak, miahaha. bukan apa, takde yg menarik nak citer pon. hidup seperti biasa, tiada yg istimewa di hari2 yg berlalu. lagipun, its been quite bz since last week sbb kami dah start dgn new projek. esok ada interview kat UM untuk post Pegawai Sistem Maklumat. so esok awal pagi, me, qais n cik aida akan naik keta pi UM dari Penang. rasanya nyer tipis je peluang, tapi sbb my mom nak sgt kiter pi, so kita pi jugaklah. maybe risau agaknya anak dia duk jauh beno kat penang nih. apa2 pon just pergi nak tambah pengalaman, dah lama dah tak interview ni. kalo pi belum tentu dpt, tapi kalo tak pi mmg sah dah tak dpt, so pi je lah. masalahnya kat sana pon kontrak jugak, not as permanent staff. hmm kalo dah dpt nnt barulah dipikirkan nak pi ke tak.

On Wednesday, is my 24th birthday according to muslim calendar. woah, dah nak masuk 24 tahun dah. uhuk.. uhuk.. dah tua dah pakcik ni haaa, uhuhu. umur je dah tua, tapi belum ada lagi pencapaian dlm hidup. this year punya azam pun still tak tercapai, cmne ni ek. ohh ya, tahneah buat kengkawan yg mendirikan masjid pada 2 minggu lepas, minggu lepas dan hujung minggu ni. ramai je yg ngajak, tapi apa kan daya, kite nih jauh sgt di utara so tak dptlah nak balik every week. sy doakan semoga antum semua berbahagia dan sentiasa di dalam perlindungan Allah.

untuk memenuhi permintaan cik aida, kite citer lah skit pasal wut happen on the last 2 week. 2 minggu lepas, on saturday nite saya, qais, aida, yanie n linda go to bt feringghi nite market. we all go naik keta sy. sbb tak pernah pergi sana saya budget minyak keta cukup cukup utk perjalanan 30 km. takmo isi minyak dulu sbb tgh kira smp brapa km bleh pi dgn full tank. tak sangka plak rupanya jln nak pi sana tu amatlah jem, dan berbengkang bengkok n turun naik bukit. so my calculation all when wrong, blum pon smp nite market my minyak punya warning lamp dah nyala. konon2 pada awalnya takmo isi caltex sbb budget still cukup untuk patah balik sbb kat sana takde petronas n my car only use petronas. n sepanjang jalan tu memasing semua cuak. smp kat sana jumpa signboard untuk stesyen minyak but otw back, puas duk cr tapi tak jumpa n masa tu already pass midnite. so dlm perjalanan balik tu stesyen minyak yg kecik ni sume dah tutup. yg dlm keta semua dah berzikir, selawat, berdoa n memacamlah, uhuhu. abis sume radio, aircond ditutup sbb nak save minyak. memacam plan keluar, nak tidur hotel kat situ lah, esok br balik, naik teksi pi town dulu beli minyaklah pastu patah balik, etc. atlast otw back jumpa satu stesyen minyak petronas 24 hours. lepas isi minyak baru lah memasing bukak mulut, sume duk marah aku sbb tak isi minyak, ehehe. aku ckp oklah tu, aku bawa depa sume dlm satu perjalanan yg mengingat tuhan, sbb memasing sume duk berdoa jgn habis minyak tgh jalan, ahahaha. well i told u, kalau lah habis minyak kat sana aritu, tak taulah apa nak jd ngan kami. dah lah jauh hujung pulau, pastu jauh dr pekan, jln tepi laut, bengkang bengkok. merana gak lah kalo abis minyak aritu. suatu perjalanan yg amat mendebarkan, wahaha. siap ada yg serik nak naik spectra aku lagi, uhuhu.

baeklah, no more to write. nak smbg keje. wish me luck for tmr intw.

Personality Test!!!

Successful leaders have the courage to take action where others hesitate. — Author Unknown

As a Type 8, The Leader, you have a can-do attitude that is liable to make you an excellent people organizer and guide. So if life were a camping trip, you'd be the person handed the map and compass. Others likely know that they can trust you to point them in the right direction. During times when you feel in control of yourself and your circumstances, life can feel balanced and right. However, to maintain this feeling, you may find yourself rushing to taking charge wherever there is indecision; at these moments, try not to sacrifice tact for action.

Because you like having control over your environment, you probably have a natural tendency to gravitate toward leadership positions. This affinity for power contributes to your ability to make things happen. On the other hand, if unchecked, it can also blind you to the effect you have on others. By learning to harness the best aspects of your dominant character, you can create a real impact in service to the greater good. Know that you can share your power with others, without losing the sense of authority and control that you value so much.

Like everyone, to some extent your personality has been shaped by past experiences. One reason you may identify with Leaders, Enneagram Type 8, is if early on in your childhood you faced something that made you feel the need to take a strong personal stand. Having formative experiences in which you felt overwhelmed by unfavorable odds or unfair rules may have caused you to find a way to win your battles without backing down.

When you're feeling your best, you can possess an almost childlike innocence and feel that you see truth in everyone. During these times, you may also come to the awareness that your true power lies not in bravado but in your ability to acknowledge your vulnerabilities. In this more open and trusting state, you can better realize your full potential. You can also settle into the knowledge that you are a fair, big-hearted person who has a boundless reserve of courage.

However, you aren't likely to be at your best every day. During the times when you're feeling your worst, you may feel as if you can never get enough of what you want because someone else has control over its supply. This can be true whether you want more money in your job, more free time from work, or more love and affection in your relationship. If you fail to believe that you can have these things, you can start to see yourself as weak, even powerless. These negative beliefs create an even lower opinion of the person you are. Know that this downward spiral is caused by a belief that powerful people unjustly take advantage of the innocent. By internalizing such a worldview, you can begin to desperately grasp for power in order to combat your fears of losing control.

How can you avoid feeling your worst and start feeling your best? Above all, give yourself permission to have and reveal your vulnerabilities. Realize that you can be vulnerable without losing your sense of power and control over your life. In addition, try to focus on the fact that life is very rarely, if ever, cast in terms of black and white, good and bad, powerful and meek. In light of this, try expressing your opinions, concerns, and desires in more moderate terms rather than the forceful ones that are more a part of your nature.

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Tensen N Ponin

Salam buat sume. its been a buzy week for me after got new assignment on monday afternoon. yesterday n today i have to arrange n help arrange appreciation lunch n farewell lunch. today got people's team meeting and tomorrow will have townhall in the morning n afternoon got training. now im pening kepala already n stop testing for awhile. test have to finished on next monday and still got couples of test to run.

sebenonyer nak talk about today's meeting yg baru jek abes. in that group call Human Resource Management (HRM) im the only person presenting my whole team. got couples of member representing others team, but im only 1. plus im just joining this team and got soooo many things that out of my hand. this is one of the meeting that i have to keep shut my mouth and when people ask oso dunno how to answer. feel very bad bout it, since i cant give my opinion or answer them becourse there are alot of things, protocol or wut so ever that i dunno. huhu, they shouldnt leave me alone to represent APCO (my team). need to learn fast and catch up with the team. have to knoe all this important people's names and get to knoe them. waaa, give me a hand here !!!

P/S: huhu forgot to tell u guys the worst thing happen today. when i arrange today farewell lunch, i forgot to put my own team lead in the mailing list. so basicly she didnt get invited and just before we all go to lunch, my ofc mate ask me did i ask my team lead along then i just relize, im screwed, uhuhu. my ofc mate call her then she said she dun wanna go. so we all go without her. ohh man!!! im totally mess up...